with a concussion and an almost-broken
nose. One night while my husband was out of town, my son pulled a hard,
heavy, "childproof" battery pack out of a Tickle Me Elmo-type
toy. The battery pack was attached to the toy by a 3-inch string,
and he decided to try swinging the battery pack. I was reading
on the sofa beside him, so I didn't see the battery until it slammed
into the bridge of my nose. It hurt so much that I couldn't move
or see—I was stunned at how much it hurt and how thoroughly it
incapacitated me! (And I have a good idea of what pain is. I
am a small woman who gave birth to my big 8.5-pound oldest child without
an epidural—big mistake! That was six hours of intense pain so
unbearable that it literally put me out of my mind during the last few
hours. My doctor told my husband that I was a "real
trooper.")
Well, about 10 minutes after that battery pack hit me, I began
feeling nauseated and so dizzy that I had to crawl—and as I got close
to the bathroom, I passed out. I woke up asking my six-year-old
son, who was standing over me, "Who are you?" I truly
didn't know who he was, although I knew I should
know. Around midnight, our friend Steve took me to the emergency
room, where they started asking questions like, "Who hit
you?" I explained that my husband was in California, that
Steve wasn't my husband, and that a "man" hit me but he was a
"tiny man" (as my two year old said then) and didn't mean to! The
hospital staff and I actually had some good laughs at how crazy the
whole thing was.
But you know, as I was sitting in the emergency room that Friday
night thinking of how much it hurt to be hit in the face, I thought of
how much worse it must have hurt Jesus to be hit in the head and face
again and again by grown men instead of a two-year-old! How He
even made it to the cross is unbelievable. But as Bruce
Marchiano has said, Jesus' life as a first-century carpenter would
have perfectly conditioned His body to take that kind of abuse.
What He did for me! I got just the tiniest taste of one little
drop of it that Friday night, and I ended up with a concussion.
Even His brain had to endure the abuse so that He was still coherent
enough to do what He came for and get to the cross. How
utterly amazing! Jesus as a soft-skinned wimp? I don't think
so!
I always seem to think of things from God's perspective now—maybe
I'm making up for all that lost time when I NEVER thought about
it. Every event, every day seems to be a lesson or a
"parable" for me. I'm having the time of my life just
learning. (He's a great Teacher, isn't He?)